Forver Family Day anniversary

A friend on Facebook posted her status that six years ago today she meet her daughter for the first time in rural China.  After reading it I was so happy for her and yet felt so sad.  I always love looking at her Facebook photos of her beautiful girl.  After reading her status I thought I should share my feelings with Jason.  I feel so sad that we will never have a Gotcha Day to celebrate and we will never have a daughter.  Jason is so good with dealing with my feelings and said we were robbed because we would have been great parents to a little girl. He didn't think we could do anything as we don't want to wait any longer and we don't want to have an infant (and another big age gap between our children).  Jason made me feel better and without realizing it he gave me a little bit of hope.  At that moment I realized that if a Facebook status can bring such emotion to myself than maybe I am not ready to give up on the dream of having a daughter.